Alive by Day, Dying by Night

I finally got through the worst part of my life that had been controlling me for so long. No, i will never be completely okay because depression doesn’t just go away after you start feeling better, and I will continue to battle it and the relapses that come along as well, but I got through the suicidal thoughts and the cutting and everything, and I’m finally happy with myself. I can smile without thinking that it’s not okay, I can laugh and not think about it, I can just do it. I can see a pin and not think about cutting and I can finally wake up in the morning, not being afraid to live. And you know what, I feel so damn proud of myself.